LOST and FOUND (Soul 2 Soul) © 2010
My SOUL is lost today
Unlike the days before
My energy drained
My mind weak and disarrayed
I call to you for assurance
But you do not hear
I press on through the confusion and disillusion
For a pinch, a grain
Maybe even a handful of HOPE
I see you as you stand there taunting me
Trying to get into my psyche
My inner thoughts feel safe no more
You curse me and I you
My heart is heavy with burden
For you know me
All of me is within your reach
Just for a moment in time
Clarity is here
A reflection of what appears to be
None other than myself
In a mirror
Glaring back at me
So far gone is my reality
A barrage of insanely thoughts become one with me
Lost within my sorrows
I pray for the day when
The rays from the sun giveth warmth to my SOUL
And the feeling of JOY overcomes me
Haven't I had enough pain for a million lifetimes
Over and Over
Beginning to never-ending
If only I could
Stop time and exist only in the happiest of moments
Even for me my happiest moments could very well be my worst
STOP !! Get it together
I said to myself
Weeping may endure for a night
But Joy cometh in the morning
A feeling of calmness
A feeling of Peace
The brightest of light bursts from within through the darkness of my SOUL
Help is on the way
My cry has been heard
For on this day among others
My SOUL was surely lost
I'm forever grateful that is has been FOUND.
A Bennie So-Smoove, Original Poem © 6/27/2010